Dark Center

I think I might disintegrate.

It won't be so bad. Better than walking through this dim lit tunnel that leads to no where.

"I'm pretty damn sure that anyone can equally, easily fuck you over."

What the hell is going on.

Last Day of May

I think I am a worthwhile human being. Deserving. Loving.

What's so wrong with that?

ramblings.

songs we use to sing
things we use to say
hands we use to hold
grief we use to bring.

"I may talk in my sleep tonight because I don't know what I am."

good night. and farewell.

Haze

I really want a clove cigarette right now.

rest.

Something in my life has caused me to sink into depression.

I don't quite know what it is.

Lately, God has been more real to me than in the past year.

I have a heavy heart......

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I cannot find contentment.

I am weary.

Laden with burdens.

But, Lord...you said you'd take it all.

Pray you,

GIVE. ME. REST.

You are...

...in the past
...a jerk
...an idiot
...unoriginal
...unreliable.

I feel a little better.

I Feel It All

"The truth lied..."

There are more important things in life.
More important than what I see around me.

I hate your selfishness.
Your shallow heart.
Your empty eyes.


A man that I loved very much has been taken out of this world. He was the most caring and loving person I knew. He was eccentric and a little crazy. Full of laughter and stories.

He would give you the shirt off his back if you had none of your own.

My heart aches with the love he had for people. I miss him greatly. It's hard to find comfort.



The very last time I saw my Uncle alive he told me that he was listening to Feist. I will never listen to the album The Reminder the same again. My heart will always ache.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wdTUvfOcG8c