NineoneninE

i cease to insist - i am just trying to exist. establishment in question, i ponder in future thought. "this independence comes at a price," she says to herself. emancipated from past ties, but roped into new ones; something just doesn't seem right. her mind is transcended, her thoughts above it all, are racked with inquiries, but no one has an answer. ah, to be a bird, soaring high above the world below-to break out in flight is her desire. it is the only truth that she can recognize these days...

Change is in the air.

it is that unfamiliar,

bittersweet taste that rests upon my lips,

burns my lungs, eyes, throat.

my whole body aches with the echo of a new melody. i do not think i am in the right kFe#y...at least, not yet.

blood...
boiling,
racing,
stretching,
aching
through my veins.

i am filled with an over-abundance of
emotions,
feelings,
thoughts,
ideas.

change...
that dreaded word...

it is going to be good.

Overcast

these early days and long nights are catching up with me.
so soon, so very soon.

this waiting period has almost run it's course. i trust in Him alone. don't let it worry you.
simple. fairly simple it is.

the green of the leaves is radiating against a gray, dull sky.

today is exactly as i hoped it to be.

"she couldn't help but sing, she tired, but she couldn't help but sing."

wonder...bar

i don't know what it is.



it's a sabotage.

Lose yourself, but don't lose your mind.

are you for real?

Elsf-Lavaeoitnu

hate. this. i. hate. this. i. hate. this. i hate. this. hate. this.

goawaygoawaygoawaygoawaygoawaygoaway!

enough already...i am all ready for enough.

continuing cycle continues to continue to continue to continue to continue.

i just really want it to leave me...but i don't know how to chase it away.

i.have.a.foolish.heart.



whatiwantisforpeopletoseethatitisrealandnotfaketostopconfusingthetwoandassociatethemwiththeirproperplace.

everything rides on someone else and never us.
self-ish. me.

aWEFJ LKDFA;VKNA;ODFIBNA;LK;oaia;eoiaegjioe49839483eradbnlks;dfbngajbvfyfwiue4g!~!!!!

exclamationpoint!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!s

sometimesiwishididnnothaveANYfriends.

ihatethis.

please Lord, end the cycle now.

Desires

Live my life in a photograph.

Capture the purest moments.

Set them free.

Frozen memories are mine forever.