kics dan ertri

sick of this.
i'm sick of this.
so sick of this.
sick
sick
sick
sick
sick
sick
sick
of
this
this
this
this
this.

To Do..

watch the sun disappear behind the darkened clouds

listen to the sounds of children

walk some distance

sigh in self-satisfaction

buy lunch

eat lunch

make music

make art

dream

refabricate my own reality

create some much needed chaos.

Three, thrice, tres

in my head, words flow to rhythms; so much to say, so much to say

lips fumble and stutter; so much to say, so much to say

nothing comes out; so much to say, so much to say

during the quietest hours of the night; good mourning; so much to dream, so much to dream

strike the chord and sing aloud

we three; in our hearts, in our minds, in our spirits

cannot break away; His plan is not one to be compromised.

things to smile about

once i dreamed i had a heart of gold.

Meaningless...everything is meaningless

I just want to scream!

let it out, get it out, remove myself from it.

these walls are closing in and take the life out of each breathe. take, take take [why does everyone have to know what i'm doing?]

okay,so i'm having an authority problem..., but it's more like the absense of authority.

i've gotta get out of this place.
i'm so selfish...,but i just can't stand the odious stentch any longer.

it reeks..of fear, greed, hate, death.

lifeless...that is what this is. lifeless.

i've no manners in this world of mannerisms.

gave it away.

gave it away.

my time i mean. [my p eace of mind i mean.]

God, please grant me the power to hold on until the end.

2 more months ...and the bell tolls.

i need to stop thinking about myself so much.

Night Dreams

the gentle sound of raindrops [plink, plunk, plink, plunk]
........caressing my window panes/////

"come to my house and breathe"

sleep may now draw me in,

++wrap me up in its' peaceful blanket
[is this my conscious state of mind?]

"tidal waves of clearing skies"

He loves His children.

Free, we are set free.

Now we may be as ONE.